#2.

Yesterday, the day before I turned 29 years old, I finally heard the sweet sound of our next babies heartbeat. It was a great birthday present and made my heart smile and breathe.

For the past 2.5 months, ever since Jason and I found out we were expecting again, we were on edge, as this baby (just like Colin did as well) gave us a bit of a run. There were days where I did not think we would ever get to meet this one, but also days where I thought we just might get the chance. The unknowingness of it all was exhausting and therefore solidifying its existence with the soft beating of its heart yesterday, made my heart finally flutter with excitement and wonder.

We are expecting to meet our new little person in the middle of May. Some people may think we getting in over our heads, considering that Colin will only be 20 months at the time that our family will go from 3 to 4, and believe me, at times I think we are. That being said, I am fully aware and conscious to the fact that it is going to be a bit of a s#*@ show over here for awhile. There will be long days, laundry piled up, and tears all around I'm sure.

I guess I am just crazy enough to look forward to it all.