


Much better! It should also be noted that the before pictures were taken on my cameras automatic mode, along with every other picture this camera has ever taken. The after shots, however were actually taken on manual! A friend and I started a photography course last night at PhotoCentral downtown and in a couple of hours started to learn the basics of how our cameras actually work. The course consists of 6 2-hour nights and I am so excited to learn more each and every week. Already I can see the difference in the pictures my camera can capture.
Things around here are hitting their groove as the temperature is dropping along with the leaves. It has now been a few weeks of me being back to work and I can honestly say that it hasn't seem to affect Colin at all. He loves it at daycare and he loves it at his Grandparents...which makes it so much easier all together. I would be lying if I said I wasn't enjoying the time away and the adult conversation as well, however at times am still struggling with how much I am missing. I have found that the hardest part of this whole thing is simple. I just want to know what he's doing. For the last year, I knew what he was doing pretty much all the time. I knew how much he slept, I knew how much he ate, I knew how many times he pooped. Now, for 3 days a week, I simply don't know these things (except for when he is at my parents...my Mom writes everything in a journal for me - thanks, Mom!). It is an adjustment that I am figuring out as I go. I read a sign the other day that said "Keep Calm. Nobody else knows what they're doing either". I found great peace in that phrase as I am not quite sure how to make home, work and my family life all blend into seamless life. It may be too much to ask, however will always try to achieve the ultimate trifecta.
Love the drawer! Why didn't I think of that? I hope the saying was "Nobody else knows what they're doing either". What did they teach you in those schools (or was it different in French)?
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